Pyogenic Granuloma

That is the official name of what was at the end of my fingertip. I received a letter from the dermatologist today which said that the lab results confirmed the doctor's diagnosis. The doctor also included a short description of PG: blood vessel at top of skin. I did a quick google search and discovered this site for any of you brave enough to stand the icky pictures. Just remember..I warned you. :)

Things are not so easy...

So back in October I discovered a weird growth on my right hand's index finger. At first we thought it was a blood blister but after an unsuccessful attempt at "popping" it I decided to let my doctor look at it. Her response was "Eww...what is that?" Anyways, because it wasn't bothering me she told me that we'd look at it again when the pregnancy was over, unless it started to become painful or change. So yesterday I finally had my dermatologist appt to get it looked at. She told me what it is...5 times and I still can't repeat it. It is nothing with a normal name but called PG for short. She said that some pregnant women develop them for some unknown reason. She then sat there and debated with herself out loud if she wanted to cut it off there or send me to the hand surgeon. After consulting with another doctor she decided to cut as much of it off as she could and hope that anything remaining would go away on its own. Have any of you had a numbing shot in your fingertip before? IT HURTS! So after the pain of the shot, the large amount of blood lost, and the smell of burning flesh I am left with this:


Now, imagine doing some of the following with that on your finger:
typing
dishes
showering
changing explosive baby diapers (thanks for the help Greg!)
eating greasy pizza
eating a PB & J sandwich
putting in and taking out contacts
doing your makeup

You see...I am right handed, making all of these things that much harder. And my disclaimer for this post is that if there are typos you try to post without you dominate index finger!

Baby Dedication

Today we had a baby dedication service at church. As part of the service we had an opportunity to read a blessing to our daughter in front of our friends and family. Due to time constraints we only had a few minutes so we read a shortened version that can be seen on Greg's blog. This version, however, is a more complete compilation of my thoughts while writing Olivia's blessing.

Olivia, you have brought so much joy and wholeness into my life. I am so honored and moved to be your mother. Your existence has already allowed me to see God’s love in a whole new way and I know he will continue to make me a better woman and mother through the lessons that he will teach me through you. I hope that through your journey of life you will become a strong, courageous, and noble woman of God. Life may not always be easy but know that I am always there for you, there to talk with, to cry with, to laugh with, and to pray with. I waited patiently for your amazing arrival, so excited to be able to meet you and see you! The arrival, however, took longer than expected, 2 extra weeks! And even with the help of modern medicine you were determined to stay in my womb as long as you could. I hope that as your grow and develop you will continue that desire to stay close with me for I love every minute we spend together. Your smiles, coos, and cuddles are so precious and will forever be in my memory. You are a blessing beyond my wildest imagination and so in turn I hope to be a blessing to you as you continue to grow and mature.

It is amazing how much you have grown in the last 6 weeks. From the time we learned that you were coming until now you have given us so many things to smile about and be thankful for. You are a true gift from God and we know that your presence will continue to be such a blessing in our lives and those around you as you grow physically and spiritually. We want so much to show you the love and faith you need to not only live your life, but to flourish in it.

When we look at you we are overcome with emotion. Your tiny fingers and toes, inquisitive eyes, adorable nose, always moving legs, and open ready-for-food mouth…..you are such an amazing child and we know that God will continue to perform amazing things through you. Always be open to God’s calling and know that he is always there for you. We pray that someday you will come to know Jesus in a deep and real way as your savior, and comforter, and your best friend. No matter what life brings, we hope that through our example you will see that God can be trusted. As we try our best to show you God’s goodness, we pray that you are able to be a reflection of the amazing and generous God. We pray that your heart will beat with His and that others may have the extraordinary opportunity to see Him through you. Never underestimate the power of God’s love shining through you, it can work miracles.

Olivia, we love you so much and it is truly an honor to be called your parents.

More Dress Up!

We had Olivia try on one of her super-adorable outfits from her Aunt....Click here!